Maybe I do, maybe it's because I give soo much. This is my warning to all those seeking change in other people. People are who they are, they can't help themselves. Something is pulling at them to be better but they fight back in fear losing the person they know. While you struggle devoting all your efforts to that person in hopes that one day they will bloom and shine with the beauty on an orchid (the beautiful creature you know they could be.) A little piece of you dies with every event that reinforces their ignorance. And while you know they're not shit now. And I repeat you know they're not shit now...u still feel like they have sooo much Potential. But alas your efforts are wasted and you end up angry or hurt, and even sometimes you cried. But no more, now you're just a little bitter and you think how immature people get. U know u shouldn't be angry, but actions speak hella' louder than words. But you work through it. The rain doesn't shower the flowers expecting them to bloom in return. The Sun doesn't shine and moon to rise and take its place. It just happens, it's nature. So if you must nurture, do not waste all your sunshine on one bud, there are other flowers to be cared for, flowers that will bloom. If you must set, do so, don't wait for the moon. There are people that understand that their dharma doesn't involve self-doubt, pathologically criticising, or inadvertenly hurting themselves. Wounds tend to heal on their own, but how you care for them determines what kind of scar they leave and how much pain you have to endure waiting for it to heal.... Fuck, I'm heated.... I'm listening to Linkin Park....u know shit ain't right. You ever have an album that takes you back to a dark place? Hybrid Theory does that for me. So in short, don't be expectin', instead use your time reflectin'. Pharaoh out, 1 .
Another Doc McValentine original
